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From: Mystic Wanderer, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Another dark teaching..repurposed.... this teaching not for everyone!
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Dialogue while sleeping to night.. Jesus hates and dispisrs all darkness and tho born of it...angelic or other. More than the warped vessel being pounding down and reshaped like the others...I am being completely gutted from the inside till only the shell of what I am remains. Everything...every thought, every experi4nce destroyed within completely...aka no personality as the Self will no longer exist at all or its many memories from eternity past or in the flesh if need be. I am being completely lobotomied...then rebreathed...repurchased. so yhrn I. May be palatable in Jesus's eyes. Father G_d has no issue with one's eho come from darkness as their past Isa reminder of 'not where to go and do' anymore... a learning from past mistakes. For some it's non creation thru the phantom fire of Spirit of being non created and ceasing yo ever exist..to other dark fallen ones like myself..to be completely lobotomized within...thrn rebreathed of Spirit aka G_d's breath. At present I no longer have a past...no memories at all...only what is allowed in regards for it you be a teaching yo others only..then to be erased from Self yet again. All that will be encoded within is the Prime Directive aka the Law..and im to be just a servant only... a golem only with breath within... a servant only but never a friend anymore...an automaton only because I hate and dispise humans! I despise the sin factor within man that makes me find them very disgusting ...some moreso than others... but us ones born in darkness and those born of darkness jesus dispises us completely and throughly! To him we are an abomination and if given a choice..Jesus who instantly uncreate us! We are hated that badly! Father G_d tho feels differently on that issue tho... to Father G_d tho... the learning from our dark selves, our shadow self and our own darkness is a learning tool and wisdom to gleen from...the 'the not what to do and say' stuff...to learn from our inner darkness to become more loving and profitable people in G_d arsenal of warrior spirits... and of advancement to becoming better beings overall. To learn from our own darkness and its true ugliness it ensues in the person in retrospect...but jesus wants no part of anything darkness it appears! He loves and adores humans but dispises us once dark ones from the 'first rebellion in heaven' ones! We are not tolerated and definitely not wanted by him! We are to him a very bad remembrance and all things contrary... we are an abomination to him and he will never tolerate us defectors of heaven, so Father G_d in his kindness and wisdom will either uncreate the very very bad dark ones... or lobotomize and repurpose_recreate us as servants...but I at present..as one 'born of darkness'..no longer having a soul/personality aja mind, heart... and only just an outter shell of remembrance of what was from eternity past... but rebreathed by Father G_d... repurposed so as to become more palatable to His Son Jesus. So lobotomized completely gutted from the inside out.. and no longer to be called friend by Jesus either...it is what it is but anything beats bring uncreated in my book! So I become a serf/servant only... and to become a sentenal... re...the Law written in mind and heart but having no soul, no personality anymore...just a permanent reminder and example for others what becomes of those who rebel against G_ d or Jesus or the Way of the Kingdom... choices have reprocussions and we are accountable for all we say and do...period!... actions have consequences after all.. hm.. 'karma gonna bite you in the ass' in essence! And payday is very shortly coming too. Right now I'm being completely gutted within/stripped of everything and all essence of Self and I no longer know where I stand or what I'm to become..I only know my future purpose wrich is to serve and to fight basically...i am warrior spirit after all!!! And only the Prime Directive encoded in my core of essence/being only.. the 'I serve' mantra alone. With the kundalini process my soul was completely destroyed/dissolved right before my very eyes after the final test and entering 'arhat as a non returner'. Years of abuse from childhood onwards destroyed my heart completely so I was never able to feel or reciprocate/recieve love... only able to give it aka send it outwards only. Back then I live strictly by logic alone and I lived completely in my head only for I no longer had a heart to feel from.. I only knew hurt, anger,hate and rage then. With my major stroke and from the kundalini process my mind was completely wiped clean...my mind was completely silenced and all my memories completely destroyed. Only to momentarily remember something that was either a teaching/a learning or a benefit for others then erased again afterwards. So only beneficial for other sakes and utilized by G_d only... then returned back into the sea of forgetfulness/non remembrance yet again. I'm only a tool for teaching others via example and life experiences only! Hearing the song in the aethers now...the song by evanescence.. 'hello...I'm now hearing.... "Hello" by evanescence... https://youtu.be/Ih61MJ72v1Y Playground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to Hello If I smile and don't believe Soon I know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide Don't cry Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping Hello, I'm still here All that's left of yesterday |
79632
From: Mystic Wanderer, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Another dark teaching..repurposed.... this teaching not for...
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??? Is the above a parable...a personal teaching or revelation??... or an actuality in the aethets??? I donno what to make of the above scenerio right now!!!... it's like the recent dream I had called 'the king in training'... words I get.. jesus sitting on G_ds right hand side aka 'in training'.. he was declared king of the jews in Jerusalem on palm Sunday but then shortly after he died and resurrected...and he sat Dien on the righthand side of Father G_d... so Jesus is given a people..but it appears he's in training as well. Ya he's part of the G_dhead... aka Son..been there with Father G_d and the Spirit of G_d in the very beginning re genesis... is the exact essence of G_d as well... but i get..Jesus is in training... he learned how to be Saviour but now needs to learn how to rule in 3d and not just via Spirit to a chosen few only... so the king in training dream may be a revelation that Father G_d is teaching Jesus to rule as a king physically to all peoples..who are left after Har meggedon...the second coming scenerio... or its lucifer mascarading as Jesus yet again..he's done that before to mess and it messed me up real bad..it was way too convincing till the lightbulb finally turned on to what was really happening. So it lucifer is mascarading and dressing up like jrsus in the aethers and messing my head up bad again... can this also mean the AC is soon to be revealed to the world as well? Since lucifer is mascarading after all and lucifer dont game for nothing! There is a reason for the aetheric bs going done via dreamtime recently!so I'm really wrestling with this ultimate weirdness and it's not all cut and dry..or black and white or pretty packaged! There is always a reason when the Enemy games ...and i aint low level or stupid either.. lol..something is definitely up and the game is definitely afoot!!! Anyways...jesus don't literally rule in 3d till his second coming on planet earth in the flesh again! You know big toe touches on the mount of olives and one mountain moves north, the other mountain south and a river then flows from the Mediterranean to the dead sea...something like that!.. and in the millennial kingdom...what if people find the promises fulfilled to not the big thing they have once envisioned and is a nothing burger to them once the become immortal and the novelty wears off... kinda like what happened with the angels and lucifer in heaven..if it can happen to those perfect sinless angels.... then humans turned immortal and the still mortal human ones... can well and most likely will fall prey to the same stupidity as well! The test willl come..be warned and very very afraid! Dont think that once in the immortal glorified state that humans will not, can not nor very well fall from grace..unlike like the perfected sinless angels before them! Ha..think again!!! Remember the...'there was war in heaven' of revs 12 scenerio and why lucifer rebelled in the first place! Ya, lucifer was tested by G_d..iniquity aka sin was found or need I say... was birthed in him and it resulted in his rebellion...remember this angel was perfection and of high rank and standing at one time in eternity past. Could not the same happen to humans who get clothed in immortality when Jesus returns and when the novelty has worn off..aka after the honeymoon stage? And why at the end of the millennium ...and lucifer is let loose again for a short season does he gather as many as the sands of the sea against Jesus...how was lucifer able to again con the masses of planet earth..just like the angels before that...and are angels added to that scenerio as well? As if the first rebellion was not a good lesson to learn from and avoid the second time around!? And this also puzzles me...and iniquity was found in him aka lucifer...how did that stupid thought ever get birthed from one who was sinless and perfection? Where did that stupid thought come from...all I do know is G_d tested him...did G_d find a hidden defect or weakness that was just laying dormant within lucifer? Was that hidden thought just lurking in the shadows of his mind and heart just wait for the proper trigger to birth and become actualized in lucifer? I was watching the movie called the prophecy with Christopher walken yesterday.. was the creation of humans ticked lucifer right off...jealous ofG _d's new baby called humans and big bro got jealous and envious so had a vendetta to destroy all human monkeys...which reminds me also of the movie planet of the apes and humans become the endangered species and ruled over by apes and chimps.. notice in the original movie planet of the apes..America is destroyed and in ruins... Lady liberty https://i.pinimg.com/736x/d0/7c/0f/d07c0f7f8eebcfb83b28 0186f61ae5ee--planet-of-the-apes-logo-google.jpg This... Was the movie of long ago telegraphing America's demise?! Me thinks so infact! They even did a remake of it more recently to throw it in people's faces a second time!!!hm... hidden in plain sight and telegraphic to boot! I'll leave you with some quotes from the movie the prophecy with Christopher walken as main actor in it... |
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From: Mystic Wanderer, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Another dark teaching..repurposed.... this teaching not for...
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Oops..forgot quotes..here's the links..my tablet us glitchy after update to can't copy and paste from my browser right now...also right now having super blurry vision and with many big blavk floaters too... https://www.moviequotes.com/s-movie/the-prophecy/ https://www.quotes.net/movies/the_prophecy_13803 |
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