Date: April 03, 2022 at 16:27:22 From: Mystic Wanderer, [DNS_Address] Subject: Am I going crazy???... more weirdness as of late...
April 3 2022...am I going crazy???
Guys..I'm starting to see new dark weirdness where I live since this past xmas in my town and family.. The church I go to say nice platitudes and act all nicey nice but their actions are totally the opposite! Also people clammer around to get the pastor's attention with trivial things but the ones with real nasty bad issues get tossed to the side and completely ignored! This has now happened twice to me now btw. Again I don't hear from family, friends, relatives, boyfriend, church etc...it's like I don't even exist at all. Very weird if they do get a hold of you it cos they want or need something from you only..otherwise you dont hear nothing from them at all...basically they're only Fairweather friends and when things go south or it gets rough...nobody is there and they just don't give a shit what happens to you! Even my son lately has turned into a complete jerk...I'm now just a sugar momma to him and he has become a selfish, self centered , a 'taker only' lately..with the 'I want I want' bs and never satisfied with the things he does have ...greed/covetedness has taken completely over him. He's acting lately like a spoilt little emperor infact!It don't matter to him anymore if I'm alive or dead anymore..I'm just a meal ticket to him these days. Everyone here where I live is becoming all 'lone wolves' and 'every man for themselves' only.... 'and the survival of the fittest' mentality now too! There is no 'spirit of community' at all...and definitely no love/compassion for others or the more vulnerable,senior and needy. Xmas time revealed that to me bigtime it was as a huge kick in the teeth to deal with that truth. I'm becoming bitter due to it...like I don't need them anymore ...I'll go it alone before G_d and jesus now if need be...I dont need them anymore cos they only cause hurt....no love..no compassion..heartless. I notice lately I can no longer take any carnal bs at all lately and I'm hardening up on the inside cos of this unloving bs. It's like in my young teen years when I isolated from everyone due to their neglect and unloving attitudes and actions..I harder up on the inside and buildup internal walls to keep the hurt out...and I ended up numbing completely out andunanle to feel emotions at all cos of it for years on end. I got this old saying ftom long ago in Spirit to regarding children who are neglected and unloved..if they cant get love/attention by the right means...they'll get that attention via the wrong and rebellious way instead! Any means to get the love and attention they desperate need....period! The longer they are starved of that love and attention..the worse they become and very destructive! So peoples if you are experiencing the same juju stuff...'guard your hearts and minds'
It's like that parable...the Father calls his people to the son's wedding feast but everyone had an excuse, or were to busy to come...had other more important things to do. I'm seeing now the exact same bs happening in my neck of the woods. ..this does not bode well btw! I have also been noticing a repeating on little things I know as a fact I have done before years back!!! A repeating of dvrnts and things i have done years back..Kinda like deja vous but an actual repeating of real life things/events. Beyond syncronicity even...I know as a darn fact I did these very events/things before...darn it it's like that movie 'groundhog day' but are repeating of very small insignificant /nuance events/happenings...hmm...stuff. It's like all the different dimensions are now closing in on themselves now...like all the parrellel world's are now merging together towards the 'singularity'. Very freaky to experience it infact!
Hmmm...here's a very weird thought...it's like a movie I saw long ago...the person ...usually a child...becomes not noticeable..neglected and ignored by family, friends, everyonr...then one day they just vanish completely..even in pictures of them ...like they never even existed at all! Do we exit out of this matrix system like that...vanish unnoticed with all their earthly history/memories erased...the slate completely wiped clean of that one's entire earthly existance?! ..reminds me of Enoch infact...was on earth walking with G_d...was and then next minute..takened....walked 365 years then was not...aka gone/taken/vanished. Kinda like what happens to a hindu avatara...when their job is done they just vanish out of earthly existance mysteriously...into thin air and can not be found! Anyhoos...something to ponder .
I realized the same for many years and it hit home the prophetical of the why during the spring of 2002, it's only become more so since then. It's a major reason I don't place my hope or faith in flesh and blood but rather in the truly good clean spirit...~...🌴...~ Eve
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Date: April 04, 2022 at 09:50:50 From: joe stampingbull, [DNS_Address] Subject: weird bad luck for a couple my family knows
A couple in Lindsborg Kansas had horrible bad luck recently. The husband was climbing the stairs when he fell backward hitting his head. He was rushed to emergency in critical condition. He survived but was left with severe vision problems. A week or two later his wife was diagnosed with 4th stage brain cancer. It seemed to come out of nowhere. Talk about a deluge of woe!
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Date: April 04, 2022 at 08:36:56 From: Jeff/ Lake Almanor,CA, [DNS_Address] Subject: Hi Mystic Wanderer
"May it comfort you and give you hope, as life can be filled with heart ache, and be painful from the ones we love. But always remember that Gods Love is triumphant."
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Date: April 04, 2022 at 08:29:30 From: Lurker, [DNS_Address] Subject: Re: Am I going crazy???... more weirdness as of late...
Emphatically agree!! I've been struck by the 'dark weirdness' around me, never noticed it like this before. As if most human love has gone.
Mystic, didn't you have a dream, or an image awhile back, of something like many demons being released, dark beings, swarming up? Maybe they are possessing people, is all I can think.
I can't WAIT to get my ticket outta this planet, it's literally beginning to seem like a hellworld.
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Date: April 03, 2022 at 16:56:39 From: Chuckles , [DNS_Address] Subject: Re: Am I going crazy???... more weirdness as of late...
Date: April 03, 2022 at 18:08:38 From: sher, [DNS_Address] Subject: Re: Am I going crazy???... more weirdness as of late...
You’re not going crazy. It’s been this way for a long time. You are just going through some very difficult and trying times and your more sensitive to the “lover’s of selves”. Don’t carry that burden. This is their problems and not your. It’s very hard, but try not to take it personally. Sending hugs! p.s. I’m the one people are always asking, at the stores, “excuse me, but could you get that item for me off the top shelf?” Lol. Take care of yourself.