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Date: December 22, 2021 at 11:28:28
From: Awen, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Intensely bad feeling |
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Generalized bad feeling building again. Not sure if
personal or bigger. Feels bigger.
Not sure if it means much, as near as I can tell my bad
feeling about October never panned out, unless it was
some hidden thing that hasn't become apparent/known
yet. But I'll assume that it (thankfully) didn't take
place until evidence emerges to the contrary.
A sense of wanting to cry, a sense of ending.
Just posting for the record.
Be well everyone.
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Date: December 28, 2021 at 17:46:57
From: Hammel, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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i recently read, about dec 21-22 a prediction by a clairvoyant who i beleive was Debbi Griggs say the US. would be hit by 7 missiles within 6 weeks,
i failed to find again the article to post here
i was shocked at the prediction. SHE hinted it was CCP but peace talks
with N.K. are alledged to be in final stages.
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77833 |
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Date: December 27, 2021 at 02:04:45
From: sher, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling-how are you? |
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Dearest Awen! How are you doing?
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Date: December 27, 2021 at 14:45:08
From: Awen, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling-how are you? |
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Still feeling more hyper-reactive to things in a
negative way than I should, so still mostly keeping a
low profile online to avoid burning any more bridges
than I already have.
Lurking, just avoiding responding because even when I'm
feeling decent writing seems to open a floodgate and
the writings shift to negativity (am trying to get it
out of my system in my journal, but sometimes I wonder
if the therapist has the wrong approach with
me....negativity seems to feed itself and gain power
rather than purging itself when I vent. Different
people, different responses, a good therapy for one
person digs another in deeper, might have an
incompatibility with the therapist, but insurance
doesn't cover "shopping around", covers very few
therapists in my area, actually...).
But on the whole, better than I was earlier this month
after a certain specific trigger that was unintended,
and not directed at me, by the person who posted it.
The bad feeling that started this thread has dissipated
as well.
Thank you for asking.
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Date: December 27, 2021 at 18:31:55
From: sher, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling-how are you? |
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Oh wow! I can relate to everything you just said! You will get through this!
You are an empath, so some of it may not be your own. Stay grounded in
logic and in what is truth. Shadow had a lot of truth. Fear is our enemy. It
is the biggest hurtle of all. Know that you are dearly loved. I get triggered
too, but I can’t carry other peoples burdens. We want to, and sometimes it
is needed, but there are times we need to let go and allow others to carry
there own burden or they can never get to a point within themselves to let
it go. Sending you much love and hugs! Stay strong!!!
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77820 |
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 01:31:10
From: Mystic Wanderer, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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Ya...past few days was feeling very
down...I'm all alone for Christmas
and nobody offered to have me spend
Xmas with them..not even Xmas
dinner...not family nor friends.
It's suppose to be that special
time for gratitude, family and
friends. I ended up crying and
wondering...why am I feeling soo
very sad inside? Then it hit me
like a ton of bricks...'where is
the love?'...Then hearing via
Spirit..'the love of many has grown
cold'.
This may well be my last Christmas
too since my bone cancer is
spreading very fast and its very
aggressive...I'm now stage 3, high
grade, multiple tumours...and will
not be treated as I'm classified by
my doctor as terminal...so most
likely won't live long overall.
Within the past week thea in has
gone from my hands/wrists and now
up my arms and the pain is now
constant and much stronger too.
I told my family about it but to
them it's whatever...they are more
concerned with their own little
aches and pains instead. I'm dying
yet they are more concerned with
getting the turkey in the
oven...preparing for their family
and friends to be coming over...but
not including me!...or just not
giving a damn at all!!! Its like i
dont even exist and im not evrn
dead yet and am long firgotten or
just a non issue to them..or even
my own son! It is very surreal and
uncommon to experience this for me!
Something is off a very very wrong.
I don't wanna hate either...but boy
does it ever hurt within...like a
dagger to the heart abd cutting
deep! I feel very sorry for those
who are all alone at
christmas..either seniors or
other.. Christmas can be a very
lonely time..and many take their
lives at this time of year aka
Christmas time too cos they are the
forgotten ones!
Just a personal observation.
Kk...back to my corner now...
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Date: December 30, 2021 at 06:52:46
From: Lurker, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Mystic |
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Hello Mystic,
I wish I could take your pain away. I too was alone all
Christmas ......and I also, when asking recently in
spirit, why so many humans are now so unloving, was
told, "This is that time spoken of in the Bible, when
men become lawless, unloving, lovers of their own
selves" etc.
I assure you you DO exist. I have always loved and
valued your words, and though thousands of miles away
from you, I thought of you several times over
Christmas, wondering how you were.
I too have no fear of death, and believe I will be
taken off this earth soon; within weeks, not months.
But pain is horrible, and I wish you less pain.
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77831 |
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Date: December 26, 2021 at 07:43:42
From: shadow, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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(((Mystic)))... I am so sorry you’re going through this, all of it...
While no one but you can know exactly how you feel, within such a
predicament, I can certainly empathize deeply with feeling invisible to
your family...
Another thing I know is that fear cannot exist within the same space
as Love... And with stark terror reigning in so many hearts and minds
anymore, all understandably, so many folks fields of perception or
empathic radar have reflexively contracted...which unavoidably
disappears so much to them... Seeing that happen so much now...
That you are going through what you are all by yourself makes my
heart ache, and I am hoping that this will shift for you somehow in
some unforeseeable way...
My prayer for you is, and will continue to be, that the beautiful
connection you experience with Spirit’s Infinite Love will continue to
expand, and infuse you with that peace that passes understanding,
and leaves behind all human need and sorrow in its wake...
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 21:11:37
From: kay.so.or, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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great big hugs sent to you from here dear one! And I also have felt sooo sad, lonely though my son is here, but missing family too. I hadn't told any of them but I had wondered if I would be even alive to see christmas, not sure if that was just 'me' or for others of our friends here in boppin world, and 'many in the world' or whatever? I have had some painful body things past two weeks and you can't even get ahold of doctors, or anyone to examine and let you know what is going on, so sounds like you, me and maybe thousands are just hanging on by a thread, wondering what will happen tomorrow.wish I could wave a magic wand and make all your cancer and other challenges go away!! sigh! (and for others here too). why does the song just pop up in my mind: 'catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, save it for a rainy day, catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away.'
so praying that 'stars' will come to you dear, and sprinkle magical stardust all around you, with lots of love everlasting :-)
hugs and sparkles to you, kay
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 08:37:36
From: Awen, [DNS_Address]
Subject: I wish I could be there for you |
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I'm envisioning a big hug, wish I could do more over the
aether of the internet. I do wonder where we are going
as a society, a world.
The narrowing of people's world, lives, is so extreme
right now. It's the not-caring about others that fills
me with fury, but that fury causes the same divisions,
retreat from one another, separation.
We're so intensely fearful and angry of the bigger
picture, blocking it by retreating further and further
into ourselves, our own worlds, pain avoidance by
disassociation.
Disassociate form pain and one disassociates from the
good things as well, connection, family.
Know that there are those of us who care. I don't know
enough of your family to speak for or against them and
their distractions or fears, though I am frustrated by
them on your behalf.
I do have faith that you're not alone, that ancestors,
friends look out for you in spirit, but I'm not sure how
much comfort that is when the people of this world are
too fixated on their own lives, the people we want and
need to feel that love and support from.
And at a distance, we here are here for you too.
I have a hard time keeping track of different people's
beliefs here, but if you're OK with accepting positive
energy, it's sent. If not, then feel free to ask it
toward what you consider a best cause.
A blanket of warm energy, a hug, sent your way.
And the same to your family, to melt whatever is causing
this ice in the world. I pray that we all be able to
feel again, empathize again. We do need that more than
anything right now.
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 03:50:28
From: Chet, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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Date: December 24, 2021 at 10:35:34
From: Chet, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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Ther are a lot of "sniffer" aircraft up looking for
something.
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Date: December 23, 2021 at 09:59:27
From: kay.so.or, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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oh yeah hon....just reading your post brings me to tears as it has felt so heavy...and so much has happened to so many, and to the earth, etc....I had felt for a long time that for many there would be 'no christmas'...and not feeling well myself doesn't help.
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Date: December 24, 2021 at 17:38:56
From: Nevada, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Home alone for Christmas again? |
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Wife and I have arranged to meet with family at Tahoe in
June next year.
Just didn't work out on any front this year but planning
ahead for "makeup Christmas" when the skies clear up has
helped.
Merry Christmas to all my fellow EBers'.
Lee
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 00:00:23
From: kay.so.or, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Home alone for Christmas again? |
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ya, my oldest daughter and her husband were to come up but the snow storms kept that 'not happening'...but that would have been a rare time for us to have company Lee, for the most part for many many years, we have not been able to celebrate with family as we kept moving further north...my bad! and of course their work kept things on tight schedules, close to their homes, and so its just been my son and me, so things are pretty low key around here. I did get to have my girls here for mothers day, a surprise,and that was great! loved it! But it is what it is.
and you and we have a future 'holiday' make up to do with them...so still something to look forward too :-)
blessings to you..and also to all the family 'here'...
kay
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 05:53:21
From: sher, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Home alone for Christmas again? |
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Merry, Merry Christmas to you both and all boppers! I love you all so
tenderly and dearly. For us I am thankful for my children and
grandchildren. We made ten dozen tamales to pass out to neighbors. My
husband made his traditional red menudo, which my son loves! Me after
almost forty years, lol, ehh! I have a tradition I started over thirty years
ago, my cakes are “world” famous, lol. They have been enjoyed from
England, Israel, Australia and New Zealand, as well as my little corner of
the world. Back when my kids were little, we didn’t have much, had to do
their school shopping at the Goodwill. So I baked pistachio cakes every
year to share with my neighbors, which I had my children pass out, to
teach them the gift of giving. My grandson then took on the tradition
when he was two, he is now twenty and now my granddaughter, who is
two, begins the tradition 🥰 I love you guys dearly, regardless of your
beliefs! It is what makes us beautiful in the tapestry of life.
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 12:02:06
From: Nevada, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Home alone for Christmas again? |
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I liked your comment about Goodwill stores Sher...
...my wife and I actually love visiting Goodwill type
locations occasionally and finding "treasures" passed on
by others and giving them a new life and new home...
...kind of win win for everyone.
thank you for your kind comments.
Lee
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Date: December 23, 2021 at 01:28:12
From: sher, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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I had this a few weeks ago. It was so heavy, the sadness and a sense of
grieving. I don’t know why these episodes come at the time, but later, in
only a few incidents I understand the “why”. A few days later I got a call
that a dear family member had been diagnosed with advanced cancer. I
have learned over the years that I need to be in prayer at these times.
After I allow the grieving to pass then I turn that healing “energy “ is the
only way I can describe it, out and almost “recycle” it and it starts from
inside me and moves out and I pray for where I am physically at, then for
my loved ones, then my neighbors and neighborhood, then my city and
state, that includes not just the people but all of creation with it. All the
way out and up and around! It might sound a little crazy, but it’s how I
clear it . But do not reject it, for it is meant for empathy and healing. I
hope that makes sense? Take care!
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Date: December 22, 2021 at 18:00:36
From: SoCalCarol, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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Yesterday the bad feelings were off the charts. And many weird creepy
annoying things happened, least of all a bee flew into my car. Yes I know,
not a big deal, just so weird!
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Date: December 25, 2021 at 01:49:51
From: Mystic Wanderer, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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Seeing lots of spiritual warfare
happening around me this past week
literally...even seeing the
fleeting shine of clashing swords
and on the peripheral... creature
shadows from the corner of my
eye...but these creature like
things are very low to the ground
and super quick...what the heck are
they? I do also see the flashing of
swords sparking as it were as they
clash... had not experience the
clashing sword phenomenon in a very
long time btw...last time I saw
that type of spiritual warfare in
physicality was in my 30s...just
before my calling into online
ministry...ya first
deliverance/spiritual warfare
teaching ministry..then to another
group where it was prophesying and
teaching via Spirit...maturing in
Christ and rhema...
Anyhoos...something is definitely
up as it were! So a heads up
here... just in case.
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Date: December 22, 2021 at 13:25:08
From: Onserver, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Intensely bad feeling |
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It may be nothing, it may be something.
All I can say is if folks don’t stop poking a certain bear, that bear is going
to swipe.
Look up international relations.
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