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Date: December 28, 2020 at 08:47:22
From: Awen, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Curses and blessings |
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This morning's freewriting session was a bit
intense. I'm not sure where to put this, this
seemed the most appropriate category of all of them
here, but not sure it's quite the right placement.
Excerpt:
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...I curse You, you of the triumphant orange sun.
Your heat will be born, you and your dark defiance,
but you will reach for it in your hour of need, and
watch it turn away. You wrote your own curse with
your actions, and triumphant you shall not be, your
name will die your line will die. Your power grows
translucent, fades, and then surges, defying you
having caught on to your lies. I curse your power
with the lifted veil, the truth of you that cannot
be denied. They see you as who you are, a user,
someone who uses them, and they, they, already hate
filled, mad dogs frenzied, a frenzy of your making,
will turn on you, bite you tear you down. You saw
hurt and pain and breathed fire into it, made it
hate, made it hate the good, made it more fearful,
made it distrustful, made it rage, but the hand that
creates such things eventually loses control and the
mob, your great work, will culminate by tearing you
down.
And after that, I bless them with the seed of
goodness in their hearts, the chains across the
heart, across love to be broken, for them to see the
brightness and glory. I bless them with the feeling
of compassion for their fellows, and compassion from
their fellows. May they embrace, and that ever
hoped for new age begin.
And you, after you are torn down, orange icon,
golden calf of mammon, after you are torn down may
you see truth and may the compassion that must exist
somewhere in you break its own shackles, may you
free yourself from that sludge of mammon that has
bound you all this time. You, an agent of
transformation, now free yourself and likewise
transform. Feel the shame and horror at your
actions, learn from it, learn to do good as well as
you did evil. Be blessed with that. Be a blessing
to the world as much as you cursed it before, I
bless you with that and put that geas upon you....
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Date: January 19, 2021 at 17:27:23
From: SoCalCarol, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Curses and blessings |
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You are tapping into a very evil entity. Why post its vile bs....
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Date: January 23, 2021 at 07:48:20
From: Awen, [DNS_Address]
Subject: A boil has to come to a head before one can lance the corruption |
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Curses aren't always of the dark, sometimes they're
necessary to bring about healing.
I'd rather have that boil come to a head sooner so
that there is something left of the world to heal.
If you let evil go unchecked, there won't be anything
left TO heal.
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Date: December 28, 2020 at 08:52:35
From: Awen, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Also, warning: Politically ranty above, in case you prefer to avoid |
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We've reached a point where I can't comfortably divide
spirit and politics, and the political content was
what caused me to question the appropriateness of
placing this here.
Yet...I can't see how to separate them anymore.
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Date: January 10, 2021 at 18:15:38
From: Nevada, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Yet...I can't see how to separate them anymore... |
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acknowledging the "One" in all first may be a good
start...
...then you can dispense with the "curse" and focus more
of your positive energy on the "blessing" making your
efforts considerably more focused and perhaps more
effective...
...at least that's been my experience from time to time.
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Date: January 12, 2021 at 06:50:29
From: Awen, [DNS_Address]
Subject: I agree |
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In theory I very much agree with you. In practice,
the negativity tends to be overwhelming sometimes.
Freewriting can purge it a little.
Agreeing in theory doesn't change the fact that my
mind tends toward darker metaphors. Perhaps due to
past experience. The pendulum swings...sometimes
(and more often than I used to) I'm able to get into
a positive frame of mind more, and work more
positivity into the world. Right now everything
seems to be in a dark place.
Which is why reminders like yours are also
important, and I thank you. Plant the seeds,
hopefully they take root even if it doesn't seem
that way at first.
Unfortunately negativity feeds negativity, and
perhaps there was some irresponsibility in posting
what was mostly venting. Putting it into the world.
And I should perhaps take that as a warning....I do
see them getting hit with their own negativity
reflected back at them in spades.
And should be more careful with my own.
I do sincerely hope that once eyes are open, healing
can begin, but the people involved....well, they'll
have to deal with the consequences of their actions.
And that may well be a lifetime of others
distrusting them.
The fever, the blister, the putrification sometimes
has to come to a head before it can be drained and
let healing begin (perhaps negative symbolism? IDK,
it's symbolism often used in metaphysical alchemy,
and I've found it to be relevant for my own
processes....the anger at something has to get to
its most extreme before it wears itself out and I
can let go of it, but getting there often takes
years).
I do see whatever is going on as a larger entity
feeding and feeding on the rage and fear. Trump,
whatever his family made him, however accurate or
inaccurate Mary Trump's book is....is separate, a
tool. He might be, probably is evil himself, but
he's not the one running the show. It's not
metaphor over in the Dreams forum when I say I
actually see something overlapping him.
There's no doubt in my mind that something not-
Trump, not-GOP is there.
And perhaps in the negativity in my post, it's using
all of us now, to a degree.
I certainly do see a growing darkness and resentment
on the liberal side of things too. We fear what the
GOP is doing, the insanity. Yet some of us are also
becoming insane in that fear, in the attempts to
counter it.
My own fear is that we're heading toward a French
Revolution type of situation. Extreme actions breed
extreme responses, and I'm seeing both/all sides
becoming radicalized by fear.
Perhaps that's why I want it to come to a head on
the one side faster. So that we can drain it, move
on without it radicalizing the other side any more
than it already has. Though it may already be too
late for that.
Yet: in my case it does cause me to value, pay
attention to the blessings more too. I have my
home, warmth, a roof over my head, my cats, family.
Sunlight on snow. By comparison to some, for the
moment, wealth by way of a well-stocked pantry. I
try to look around more, taste food more. In this
respect the fear at the world, fear that I could
lose things, causes me to stop, pay attention, be
mindful, appreciate it more. Not as much as I'd
like....still too easily distracted and I too often
overlook those blessings and dwell on the
distractions. But I do remind myself to stop, look,
savor more often. It could all be gone except in
memory in a heartbeat. There are too many memories
I've lost in the sea of distraction, dwelling on
hurt.
Realizing that, sometimes I recognize the bad
patterns more, manage a full stop and redirect. I
hope it happens more often.
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