From Matt Kahn today, posting here in support of
those whose natural path currently involves zeroing
in on, differentiating between, the voices of
(unconscious/wounded/human) ego, and soul/spirit
Self, within our thoughts and feelings... ;->
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"The primary theme along your soul’s journey is the
degree to which your nervous system has been
transformed-- from time spent unraveling the
conditioned tendencies of fight, flight, freeze,
flee, and fawn to settling into your natural state of
harmonious ever-present being that permeates all time
and space. Such an evolutionary process of unwinding
the nervous system can be generally measured by how
integrated your ego has come to be. This is not as if
the ego must be chased away, cast off, or diminished,
but rather is the degree to which the ego has
surrendered its fight for 'more', 'bigger', and
'better' to become a faithful expression of the
Source energy alive within you.
With so many insights to uncover and explore
throughout your journey, some insights remain far
more helpful over the long-term than others. That is
to say, these insights are helpful in the sense of
loosening the grip ego has on the body and world it
either attempts to control or hide from.
In essence, if a pearl of wisdom isn’t deconstructing
the ego, it tends to be something that simply
decorates it with layers of spiritual persona. It’s
important to note that there is nothing wrong with
the initial shifts that transform your human persona
into a more spiritually-aligned one. Equally so, as
you make your way through the beginning stages of
evolution and enter into the intermediate and
advanced levels of expansion, the more dense of a
persona simply leaves the Universe more to unravel
within you.
While it's important to embrace the absolute beauty
and uniqueness of your personality, it's equally
essential to understand the difference between
awakening from the grip of ego versus enhancing it
with more spiritual pretense. The definition of
spiritual pretense is how the ego uses your newfound
inner wisdom and uses it to justify and sustain its
lifelong patterning — only now with 'spiritual
reasons' to maintain its compulsive tendencies.
Whether its the notion of doing drugs as the only
imagined gateway to relaxation or universal
revelation, justifying emotional eating as the only
way to ground one’s energy, or making it okay to
verbally or mentally mistreat others by labeling them
“low vibration”, there is no insight the ego cannot
twist around to maintain its false position of
authority. This is why it's helpful to know the two
basic avenues of wisdom that either decorate or
deconstruct the ego’s patterning.
When your ego is being decorated by the insights
received, you are brimming with a wellspring of
knowledge that you cannot help but project upon any
person or circumstance appearing to be uninformed.
This is how naturally-born healers get caught up in
playing out the “rescuer” archetype, which seems
helpful on the surface, but is equally strengthening
the grip of one’s spiritual ego by swirling in the
repetition of only knowing Universal Truth on a
mental or conceptual level.
Any insight can remain conceptual by being a truth
you heard from others or even derived from the
evidence of your past experiences, while commonly
being a pearl of wisdom not being lived out or
embodied by the one sharing it. As the ego is
decorated in the concepts of higher dimensional
reality, it lives under the impression that it has
the power to change the nature of its circumstances
at will. When unable to do so, it further bypasses
deeper fundamental learning about the laws of co-
creation by judging itself for not being able to
control the hands of fate as a fanciful and imagined
measurement of vibrational frequency.
When your ego has been decorated more often than
deconstructed, you are likely to spend time
attempting to 'spiritually diagnose' and rescue
others with insights that often feel more corrective
or coercive than constructive, while judging yourself
for not being able to change the inner and outer
circumstances being equally judged as 'less than' the
most fertile ground for your next greatest moment of
expansion to grow.
If you’ve only known the decorative effects of
spiritual wisdom, it makes sense why you might feel
as if you veered off track or must be out of
alignment with Source whenever things don’t go as
painstakingly planned while you were
asleep in ego. As is always the case, the Universe
only seems to 'take away' from your reality what
makes greater space for newer realities to emerge.
Equally so, the Universe holds in position any facet
of your experience that is required to assert the
very transformation delivering you from one level of
consciousness to the next.
Whether it’s a religious leader blaming the
uncertainties of COVID-19 on the choices religion
labels and judges as “sin” to the many conspiracy
theories that, while intending to unearth hidden
truths, spend the majority of the time anchoring
beliefs in the dark as being equally as powerful and
able to threaten the light, there is no end to how
subtly a well-decorated spiritual ego will project
labels of evil, wrath, punishment, or repentance onto
circumstances that are merely serving to unravel the
very ego in view.
Beyond how decisively the unraveling and integration
of ego relaxes, regulates, and resets the nervous
system, as a mechanism of consciousness over
conditioning, the purpose of every stress,
misfortune, adversity, setback, or unforeseen
circumstance is to deliver you into a level of
consciousness where you are able to realize: what
once seemed like the things I cherished being taken
away was merely clearing space for greater gifts to
be received.
From this space, your willingness to overcome the
fear of change allows you to willingly change for the
better, instead of waiting for the hands of fate to
continually drag you along. Yes there will be gains
and, of course, losses will come. All the while each
and every loss only resets the cycle for greater and
different things to be gained. This is why it is
helpful to temper human desires with an open heart
and open mind. While you may insist upon exactly what
you need to be happy, whole, and complete, the
Universe may have alternate routes or other plans
that delivers such happiness, wholeness and
completion into your life, but in a way you hadn’t
imagined, envisioned, or expected.
All too often, you are thrust through cycles of gain
and loss, until you are able to realize — there’s no
such thing as loss, but only different things being
gained, even if, in the aftermath of losing it all,
the gain was the wealth of maturity and true inner
peace only accessible in the aftermath of personal
devastation or social collapse.
The criteria for shifting from a well-decorated
spiritual ego and into the authentic radiance of your
soul’s eternal light is profoundly simple: with the
wisdom gathered, how much is used to hide from the
deconstruction of reoccurring change and how much is
used to inspire change as a blessing you may not
expect, but you are always worthy of receiving? With
the wisdom collected from each book, path, and
process studied, have you been supplied with enough
awareness and alignment that you are able to seek out
change, or are you still hiding in the conceptual
realms from the change that is seeking you?
When you are in the presence of a truly-aligned
being, you can palpably feel the gravity of the truth
they share, simply because it is coming through a
being who is living the truth they speak, instead of
speaking about a truth they continually avoid. From
this space, each insight given helps you come out of
hiding to be worthy of change as an existential
luxury, no matter how swiftly or surprisingly it
initially rips your life apart.
The purpose of your journey is not to teach your ego
new spiritual parlor tricks, nor is the ego something
to reject, ridicule, shame, or punish. It is the
energetic residue of your most innocent and unaware
parts that doesn’t need a live-in life coach, but a
wellspring of loving-kindness that helps it feel safe
enough to let go and dissolve. Knowing from the depth
of wisdom you’ve authentically cultivated, while the
ego fears disappearing out of existence, it is merely
dissolving back into the Source of its origin-- which
is the purity of the Universe dressed up as a unique
character called 'you'. This may help you realize,
you are not an ego waking up, you are the light of
the Universe holding space for an unraveling
individual and collective ego structure that always
feels like a part of you dying off or drifting away.
To integrate this wisdom and further this shift for
the benefit of your nervous system, please repeat
these following words:
“I accept the main purpose of my spiritual path is to
unwind my nervous system to allow my ego to surrender
into deeper integration. In order to do so, the
Universe manifesting reality through me will spare no
expense at making things linger as long as need be or
taking things away without warning, only for the
purpose of the surrender and transformation it
inspires.
I accept this occurs as a back and forth pendulum
swing between gains and losses, until I am no longer
fearing the loss of the things I’ve gained, while
seeing how the nature of any loss only occurs to
create greater space for different realities to be
received. As I become worthy of change, grateful for
what I have, and excited for what’s to come, while
honoring any degree of grief inspired by tragedy or
loss, I am able to see there is no truth to my fear
of loss since anything I lose only invites greater
experiences to emerge.
From this space of clarity, I no longer hide behind
my wealth of insight, I no longer judge myself for
not being able to change the things being judged, or
correct others with concepts I may not be fully
embodying. Instead, I hold immaculate space for the
deconstruction of my ego, no longer slowing the
process by decorating it with concepts, beliefs, or
fears. In knowing it is so, I allow all concepts,
beliefs, and fears of the spiritual ego, and all
attachments to the spiritual ego to be cleared out of
my energy field, returned to the Source of its
origin, transmuted completely, and healed to
completion now.
From this space, I am able to notice any feelings of
discord, rigidity, fear, apprehension, judgment,
ridicule, resentment, jealously, abandonment,
vindictiveness, guilt, shame, blame, and victimhood
are not experiences I am controlling, attracting, or
creating. They are the layers of feedback letting me
know the temperament of my unraveling ego that lets
go, as I come to realize myself to be the omnipresent
vastness of the Universe in form. And so I am reborn.
Victory to the light I AM now. And so it is!”
Whether applied immediately to your personal
circumstances or helping you see the journey of
Earth’s Ascension from a more aligned heart-centered
perspective, may this time of global uncertainty help
you realize: it’s only armageddon to those who judge
or fear the nature of loss and it’s only eminent
death for the systems, patterning, and agendas that
can no longer exist in orbit within Earth’s newly-
evolving 5D frequency.
During such an auspicious time in history, it’s
important to remember, the internal always shifts
before the external changes, so please be patient
with humanity as everything shakes out. As always, in
each moment, simply do the best you can with the
opportunities, choices, and perspectives in reach,
while loving yourself and blessing others throughout
the trials and tribulations of an evolving conscious
planet."
💖💖💖
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