"As we exit 3D consciousness and make our way through
the 4th dimension of time toward the 5th dimension,
we often, as a rite of passage, go through an intense
DNA shift. It is where the majority of our healing
crisis’ take place, as the cellular memories and
ancestral lineages associated with the 3D carbon-
based DNA get transmuted, as a way of making room for
the 5D crystalline DNA to activate.
Even in the title, dark night of the soul, it reminds
us how even the darkest and most desperate
experiences that seem lightyears from our highest
reality, are of the soul, and thus, are only here to
help us. Because the shift from 3D to 5D is a
transition from combativeness to cooperation, our
time spent in dark night of the soul is where we
surrender to being the most cooperative and
supportive to the most defiant and combative aspects
of self. It is where we meet the feisty and fiery
parts that don’t want to be told what to do, and
instead, are ready to be seen and heard — no matter
what it takes to get our attention.
In dark night of the soul, we are emptying out the
density of our 3D cellular body, which occurs through
the recalibration of the nervous system. In most
cases, in order to inspire the nervous system to
empty out the layers of density that are ready to be
healed, we undergo the process of being emotionally
triggered. While it is a lovely ambition hoping to go
to energy healers to release emotional density, so to
transcend the need to be triggered by others, it is a
way in which the spiritual ego attempts to do its
inner work, while attempting to save face and
maintain a positive image to those around them. While
no one enjoys being triggered by others, or even
acting out of character whenever our nervous systems
get ignited by people, places, or things, it is an
evolutionary process we all undergo that cannot be
shortcut in any way.
Part of the reason for this process is to cultivate
an equal depth of humility to our expanding
awareness. When awareness is more expanded than our
humility, we know it all, but are out of touch with
the emotional significance of our treasured human
experience. Equally so, when our humility is more
expanded than our awareness, we tend to take on other
people’s experiences, while feeling afraid of life,
and unsure about ourselves.
As strange as it may sound, dark night of the soul
acts as the great equalizer, ensuring we cannot
merely spiritually out-think our way into more
desirable experiences, when the purpose of life is to
be equally wise, heart-centered, grounded, authentic,
and honest about our experiences. In dark night of
the soul, the layers of shadow, or the aspects of
light that don’t know themselves as the light, arise
to be embraced as equal forms of divinity, no matter
how they act, think, speak or behave. Even when
shadow manifests in the bodies of others, we
certainly don’t have to spend intimate time with
those who disrespect our light or disregard our
personal boundaries. And yet, it can all be done in
the name of love by honoring their divinity as we
bless their journey while moving in a more supportive
direction.
Even though dark night of the soul appears to be the
most darkened parts of the human psyche that demand
attention, while fearing the love it truly desires but doesn’t feel worthy to receive, because
everything is divinity in form, the shadow is also a
double agent for the light. The role of the shadow is
to act out in reactive, emotionally-fueled, non-
spiritual ways to help us confront any spiritual
judgment, so to help make our most loving response an
instinctive reaction to any negative thought,
personal struggle, or emotional outburst.
As dark night of the soul empties out the cellular
body and deconstructs the spiritual ego, we are
literally turned inside out, either as a result of
facing an internal whirlwind of psychic storms, or in
the aftermath of repetitive loss and unexpected
changes in our external reality.
While the majority of you reading this are learning
about a process you’ve been in for quite sometime,
many are still at the tale end of this process. I
call this tale end or grand finale of dark night of
the soul, 'the final battle'.
It is where ever pattern of sabotage, fear,
negativity, sadness, apathy, and anger of the old
paradigm gives its one last shot of trying to turn
you away from the light by making it seem like too
much to handle, hoping you’ll shut down to preserve
the old from dissolving. Because dark night of the
soul is also a double agent for the Universe, “the
final battle” acts as a fierce stage of initiation
where we enter our full and complete alignment of the
light by daring to choose the light, no matter the
risk or cost.
It might even feel like the sky is falling or the
world is falling apart, but when you know choosing
the light is the theme of completing 'the final
battle' a deep heartfelt surrender is given
permission to awaken within and transform our reality
from the inside out.
To assist in completing 'the final battle' and
bringing dark night of the soul to an end, please
read silently or outloud the following statements of
acknowledgment:
'I accept that I have entered dark night of the soul,
as a crucial milestone of my evolutionary process.
Whether entrenched in fear, afraid of the world,
withdrawn from life, exhausted, fatigued, uninspired,
unable to sleep, or emotionally triggered by the egos
of others, I accept each of these symptoms are a part
of a deeper process underway; where my cellular body
is emptying out and recalibrating my nervous system
to embody the awakening of 5D crystalline DNA. During
this process, I will face anything and everything
that binds me to the survival patterns of human
behavior, as a chance to offer forgiveness, love, and
light to the most unrecognized parts of self. In
doing so, I offer love to the parts that have never
been loved, allowing all aspects of self to align
with the light already awake within me.
I accept that even though the light of divinity is
already awake within me, my role is to help spread it
out and expand it throughout my being by offering
love to the parts that may act unloving that desire
love while being afraid of the love it desires. I
also accept that I am only motivated to act in a way
that confronts my deepest and most subtle spiritual
judgments, as a way of cultivating a level of
humility equal to the expanded wisdom I seek and
embrace. In knowing it is so, I accept dark night of
the soul as a double agent working on behalf of the
Universe, ensuring my purest alignment in the light
is complete as I move into the paradise of 5D
consciousness.
To complete this phase and bring 'the final battle'
to a triumphant conclusion, I allow all outdated 3D
patterns of struggle and survival, including all
addictions, fears, judgments, limiting beliefs,
cellular memories of neglect and abuse, throughout
all incarnations of time and space, along with all
imprints of pain, persecution, betrayal, abandonment,
victimhood, heartbreak, misfortune, self-doubt, inner
criticism, torture, as well as moments of violent or
untimely death to be cleared out of my energy field,
returned to the Source of its origin, transmuted
completely and healed to completion now.
As of this moment, I surrender fully into the light,
calling my light into all aspects of my being,
guiding me forward into the direction of my soul’s
destiny, as I allow my words, behavior, choices, and
actions to demonstrate the truth of my light in
action — no matter how others shall be. And so I am
reborn as the eternal light I AM.'
As dark night of the soul comes to an end, we inter
into the integration process that moves us into the
awareness of 5D reality. While 5D reality is already
here, we are only aware of living in such a
heightened dimension based upon how much our soul’s
vibration has been awakened and integrated into our
physical body.
This is why my energetic transmission has become so
potent, powerful, regenerative, and rejuvinating.
While the energy I channel clears, activates,
awakens, and transforms what is ready to be resolved,
it also integrates instantly, so you can have the
most joyful and nurturing healing experience
available.
To help you move through the integration of your
soul’s vibration, so you can begin living in full
awareness of 5D reality, please join me at my
upcoming 3-day Soul Convergence in Portland, Oregon.
This will be one of the most uplifting and life-
changing retreats I’ve ever offered. So much so, it
will be the first retreat we’ve ever livestreamed.
There are also some in-person spaces left, but they
are going fast, so please reserve your seats and
purchase your livestream passes here:
https://www.brightstarevents.net/featured/soul-
convergence?loc=97221
May we take the time to love ourselves more, instead
of less, seeing through the veil of duality to
embrace our innocence of heart as a rapidly awakening
world.
All my love. All is love. All for love,
Matt Kahn"
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