maurice nicoll
Amwell, 9.4.49 COMMENTARY ON NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
We speak to-day about different kinds of negative emotions. It has been said several times that the object of the Work is to awaken the Emotional Centre. It has also been said that because the Emotional Centre does not work properly it does not give real emotions. It has been overlaid by the imitation of negative emotions in others and by those arising from False Personality. Mr. Ouspensky said some years ago: "We do not know real emotions. Our Emotional Centre is fed with paper money, by novels, films, and so on." It is especially due to the Work that O. did in connection with the teaching received from G. that the negative part of the Emotional Centre has been so much emphasized to us. In other words, through his particular work on this part of the system, the study of negative emotions has been brought into the foreground. Now G. taught that the human machine is capable of very great experiences, far beyond those that we ordinarily know. If all centres were awake and doing their right work, we certainly would not know ourselves. As we are, we lead a thin and rather meaningless life from day to day, because our apparatus for living is in such a poor state. O. emphasized that one reason for this is that our Emotional Centre is in such a bad state. It is swamped by various kinds of negative emotions. For this reason it is interesting to pick out from ancient esoteric literature some of the things which were written about negative emotions and see what particular negative emotions were especially mentioned as requiring to be worked against, so that the Emotional Centre could become purified. You must understand first of all that the purifying of the Emotional Centre has to do with these negative emotions. One must not mix the idea of the purity of the Emotional Centre with purity as it is understood in a moral sense. People think that impure emotions always refer to sexual thoughts and that pure emotions consist in never having these thoughts. Now just before I quote some paragraphs from O., I will say that one of the most impure emotions is envy. We will return to this shortly.
Mr. Ouspensky says (in Tertium Organum) : "There is a division of emotion into pure and impure. We all know this, we all use these words, but understand little of what they me an. Truly, what does 'pure' or 'impure' mean with reference to feeling? . . . Only an analysis of emotions from the standpoint of knowledge can give the key to this. . . . Impure emotion gives obscure, not pure knowledge, just as impure glass gives a confused image. Pure emotion gives a clear, pure image of that for the knowledge of which it is intended. This is the only possible decision of the question. The arrival at this conclusion saves us from the common mistake of moralists who divide arbitrarily all emotion into 'moral' and 'immoral'. But if we try for a moment to separate emotions from their usual moral frames, then we see that matters are considerably simpler, that there are no in their nature pure emotions, nor impure in their nature, but that each emotion will be pure or impure according to whether or not there are admixtures of other emotions in it. There can be a pure sensuality, the sensuality of the Song of Songs, which initiates into the sensation of cosmic life and gives the power to hear the beating pulse of nature. And there can be an impure sensuality mixed with other emotions good or bad from a moral standpoint but equally making muddy the fundamental feeling. There can be pure sympathy, and there can be sympathy mixed with calculation to receive something for one's sympathy. There can be pure love of knowledge, a thirst for knowledge for its own sake, and there can be an inclination to knowledge wherein considerations of utility or profit assume the chief importance." (p. 201. American Edit.)
All negative emotions are impure in the Work-sense. They distort. All of us should know by now what it means to become negative. One knows by inner taste. You suddenly feel quite different. Why do you suddenly feel quite different ? I refer of course to those who have some internal self-observation. Such people know that something has happened to them inside. What ha s happened to them? They have become negative quite suddenly. We we re speaking about this recently, I think in the last paper, about a man rising from the breakfast-table, having received a telephone message and coming back to the table quite changed. The point is that even an unpleasant thought that you allow to have power over you can cause you in the pleasantest circum- stances suddenly to turn negative if you identify with it. Everything, as it were, drops in you. Now if you are so unguarded within by the defences of the Work, if you are so much a function of life, if all your inner life depends on outer events and on how outside people treat you, then indeed you have no individual ity. You have nothing in yourself that can maintain itself apart from external life and how it behaves towards you—nothing in you with which to resist life.
Now of course if you had Real I in you—that is, if you became conscious, and Real I became Master in you—what happened in external life would very little affect you, because your centre of gravity would be in yourself.
We know that when we are negative we see everything in a certain way, from a certain angle, as, say, from suspicion. We know how spell-binding it is, how we cannot believe what we vaguely remember we believed a short time ago, how everything has been turned suddenly the other way round. This witchcraft, this spell-binding power that belongs to negative emotions, cannot be checked right away. Begin with the slight negative emotions and begin to separate from them— not go with them. Since we have no real centre of gravity in ourselves and since our so-called conscious life is a manifestation of different shifting 'I's, we must realize how awake we must keep in order to work on the Emotional Centre, especially as there is a certain pleasure in being negative. If you were to take away all negative emotions from most people, they would not have any source of happiness left. The Work says we have to give up useless suffering—that is, our negative emotions. And have you given up any trace of them ? Negative emotion causes us to suffer and yet we enjoy it.
Now it helps us to notice negative emotions if we make a list of them. This you must do. I will mention only a few. I mentioned Envy. It is interesting to try to define what Envy is. Xenophon, speaking of Socrates, says that "considering what Envy was, he decided it to be a certain uneasiness, not such as arises however at the ill success of friends, nor such as is felt at the good success of enemies, but those only he said were envious who were annoyed at the good success of their friends." You will remember th at recently we quoted Pindar's opinion of Envy, phthonos, as "the worst of all the basenesses that disfigure Man", the desire to depreciate excellence being the meanest part of his nature. Bacon in his Natural History says: "Envy emitteth some malign and poisonous spirit which taketh hold of the spirit of another, and is likewise of greater force when the cast of the eye is oblique", which agrees with the saying in Ecclesiasticus: "The envious man hath a wicked eye" (xiv.8-10). (I t is interesting to note that the Latin origin of the word, "invidia", literally meant "a glance of ill-will".) Paul speaks of other negative emotions, such as enmities, strife, jealousies, wraths, etc., but his final adjuration to the Galatians is: "Let us not be vainglorious, provoking one another, envying one another" (v.26). Likewise in the Old Testament, in Proverbs, the greatest power is attributed to envy: "Wrath is cruel, and anger is outrageous, but who is able to stand before envy?"
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