Great Amwell House, July 19, 1947 FURTHER TALK ON ESSENCE AND PERSONALITY
Essence is what we are born with: Personality is what we acquire by contact with outer life. Essence is internal to Personality. Personality surrounds Essence. It forms the outer man, as it were, and Essence forms the inner man. The relations between the two are very com- plicated. Both are necessary, for Essence, the real part of us, cannot grow beyond a certain point without the aid of Personality, the artificial part of us. One interesting thing is that the Work teaches that these two parts of us are under different laws. Everything that exists is under laws. Personality is under what is called in the Work the Law of Accident and Essence is under the Law of Fate. We begin life under the Law of Fate, but soon pass under the Law of Accident. But we should, in later life, pass out of the Law of Accident and come again under the Law of Fate. These phases correspond to change of sign- that is, at first in early life Essence is active; then it becomes passive, while Personality is forming ; finally it should become active again at the expense of Personality. Thus one's task in general in the Work is, after Personality is formed, to make Personality passive. If you remain in older life dominated by all the opinions, prejudices, buffers, attitudes, pictures of yourself, etc., that you have acquired in Personality, Essence cannot grow. The unreal side of you gains the victory. Also you remain under the Law of Accident. That follows from the unrealness of oneself and from continuing to do unreal things. One remains then an imitation or invented man or an imitation or invented woman. Not only so, but all the worries and anxieties imitated by the Personality torture the life. People then cannot see how many useless efforts they make and how they rush after meaningless things. Essence cannot deceive itself, because it is real. But Personality can deceive Essence. A man may pretend to himself that he only wishes to help, say, the poor, and Essence thinks it is so. But Personality wishes to gain power and cares nothing for the poor. That is, the outer man deceives the inner man. The power of distinguishing between real and unreal things is lost in this kind of mill-race in which so often it seems that the ideal is to "waste no time", etc. Waste no time for what? Now hurry, strain, worry, anxiety, a wrong sense of duty, a constant inner uproar and all such states lead only to wrong efforts in useless directions, and strengthen the hold of Personality. Finally they destroy all connection with Essence and the person becomes a sort of worried empty shell. For these states are all illusions, all forms of hypnotism, all little tricks used by those influences that seek to keep Man asleep on this Earth—and which they do so successfully. A great cleansing of oneself from Personality is required in this Work from those who can hear it. If your name is Smith, then you must work against Smith, for that is the name of your Personality which is active. For this reason you will find it necessary really to study and obey what the Work tells you to do and so apply it to yourself. Smith will be under the Law of Accident. By beginning to make him passive through the power of this Work you will draw force into Essence and it will be able to develop. Essence is under the Law of Fate. A new growth of Essence is something that can never be taken away from you. It can only happen through what is internally and genuinely seen and done and never through the external action of life. A new growth of Essence is not something which one knows or plans. It takes place when the falseness of Personality is weakened by genuine inner perception of its unrealness. It means a change in the level of Being. So the life cannot repeat itself as before since, if Being changes, it will attract a new life. But if it does not change, it will attract the same life.
Now I will quote part of a talk on Essence and Personality given by Mr. Gurdjieff and recorded by Mr. Ouspensky. It begins with a brief reference to the subject of Will. Mr. Gurdjieff is speaking:
"The question of Will, of one's own will and of another man's will, is much more complicated than it seems at first glance. A man has not sufficient will to do—that is, to control himself and all his actions—but he has sufficient will to obey another person—or obey the Work. And only in this way can he escape from the Law of Accident. There is no other way.
"I mentioned before about Fate and Accident in a man's life. We will now take the meaning of these words in more detail. Fate also exists, but not for everyone. Most people are separated from their Fate and live under Law of Accident only. Fate is a result of planetary influences which correspond to a man's type. We will speak about types later. In the meantime you must grasp one thing. A man can have the Fate which corresponds to his type but he practically never does have it. This arises because Fate has relation to only one part of Man—namely, to his Essence. It must be understood that Man consists of two parts— Essence and Personality. Essence in a man is what is his own: Personality in a man is what 'is not his own'. 'Not his own' means what has come from outside, what he has learned, or what reflects all traces of external impressions left in the memory and in the sensations, all words and movements that have been learned, all feelings created by imitation —all this is 'not his own', all this is in 'Personality'.
"From the point of view of ordinary psychology, the division of Man into 'Personality' and 'Essence' is hardly comprehensible. It is more exact to say that such a division does not exist in psychology at all.
"A small child has no 'Personality' as yet. He is what he really is. He is 'Essence'. His desires, tastes, likes, dislikes, express his Being such as it is. But as soon as so-called education begins, 'Personality' begins to grow. 'Personality' is created partly by the intentional influences of other people—that is, by 'education'—and partly by involuntary imita- tion of them by the child itself. In the creation of 'Personality' a great part is also played by 'resistance' to people around him, and by attempts to conceal from them something that is 'his own' or 'real'.
"Essence is the truth in Man: Personality is the false. But in propor- tion as Personality grows, Essence manifests itself more and more rarely and more and more feebly, and it often happens that Essence stops in its growth at a very early age and grows no further. It happens very often that the Essence of a grown-up man, even that of a very intel- lectual and, in the accepted meaning of the word, highly educated man, stops at the level of a child of five or six. This means that every- thing that we see in this man is really foreign. What is his own in Man, that is in his Essence, is usually only manifested in his instincts and in his simplest emotions. There are cases, however, where a man's Essence grows parallel with his Personality. Such cases represent very rare exceptions, especially in the circumstances of cultured life. Essence has more chances of development in men who live nearer to nature in difficult conditions of constant struggles and danger. But as a rule the Personality of such people is very little developed. They have more of what is their 'own' but very little of what is 'not their own'—that is to say, they lack education and instruction, they lack culture. Culture creates Personality and is at the same time the product and the result of Personality. We do not realize that the whole of our life, all we call civilisation, all we call science, philosophy, art, politics, is created by people's Personality—that is, by what is 'not their own' in them.
"The element that is 'not his own' differs from what is Man's 'own' by the fact that it can be lost, altered, or taken away by artificial means. There exists a possibility of experimental verification of the relation of Personality to Essence. In Eastern schools, ways and means are known, by the help of which it is possible to separate Man's Personality from his Essence. For this purpose they sometimes use hypnosis, sometimes special narcotics, sometimes certain kinds of exercises. If Personality and Essence are for a time separated in a man by one or another of these means, two beings are as it were formed in him, who speak in different voices, have completely different tastes, aims and interests, and one of these two beings often proves to be on the level of a small child. Continuing the experiment further it is possible to put one of these beings to sleep, or the experiment may begin by putting to sleep either Personality or Essence. Certain narcotics have the property of putting Personality to sleep without affecting Essence. And for a certain time after taking this narcotic a man's Personality disappears, as it were, and only his Essence remains. And it happens that a man full of the most varied and exalted ideas, full of sympathies and antipathies, love and hatred, attachments, patriotism, habits, tastes, desires, convictions, suddenly proves quite empty, without thoughts, without feelings, without convictions, without views. Everything that has agitated him before now leaves him perfectly indifferent. Sometimes he sees the artificiality and the imaginary character of his usual moods, or his high-sounding words, sometimes he simply forgets them as though they had never existed. Things for which he was ready to sacrifice his life now appear to him ridiculous, meaningless and unworthy of his atten- tion. All that he can find in himself is a small number of instinctive inclinations and tastes. He is fond of sweets, he likes warmth, he dislikes cold, he dislikes the thought of work, or, on the contrary, he likes the idea of physical movement. And that is all. Sometimes, though very seldom, and sometimes when it is least expected, Essence proves fully grown and fully developed in a man, even in cases of undeveloped Personality, and, in this case, Essence unites together everything that is serious and real in a man.
"But this very seldom happens. As a rule Man's Essence is either primitive, savage and childish, or else simply stupid. The development of Essence depends on work on oneself.
"A very important moment in the work on oneself is when a man begins to distinguish between his Personality and his Essence. A man's Real 'I', his individuality, can grow only from his Essence."
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