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Date: April 05, 2017 at 21:25:31
From: pamela, [DNS_Address]
Subject: He gave me the flashing of his golden eyes |
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Last night I lay down to sleep with Sunny nearby me
I reached out again to Blackie to hold him in my arms,
The trusting brother - the faithful lil Blackie
Who was in some ways his brothers shadow
But ever there in his 'presents' to let his being known.
He was his own little shining light to warm my soul
and that of his litter mate brother.
Two feral brother cats, born in a big red rustic barn
Here - where its cold most of the time yet warmed my soul and kept us sane, with his companionship, he was a very vocal cat. And loved to play ball.
He would make noises and grunts and sighs and meows
Which his brother Sunny never made...and oh did he ever
Meow to go outside... to run and play once again like
They did last spring when I could finally let them out
Before the neighbors with the mad dogs came...
I reached out once again last night to try to hold him
In my arms for comfort, trying to not see how he looked like when I found his little soul had gone.
After the dogs got to him... it was so shocking...
Most of him was left intact, thank goodness
And I hoped and prayed he did not suffer...
But I know by the looks of him he must have where I found his stiff body.. that cold Sunday morning.
His body was in a leaping position, his legs outstretched as if in running... running for his life.
His little pink tongue, clamped on and sticking out
a bit as often it was, when he was sleeping...
His neck broken and bitten, his bowels removed.
I hoped that happened after he passed... I hope and hope. And do not want to see him like that in my minds eye anymore...!
I reached out last night and wrapped my arms around him, wanting to see him whole again... and then suddenly I saw him, my eyes were closed and I saw his little black face - and those shining golden eyes looking at me...they shimmered in the darkness.
He calls me mom, you know...
Yes, he's been talking with me.
But last night was the first to see him since he passed
early Sunday morning.
His full name is Blackie Jack and also Batman, named by the neighbor boy who wanted to keep him but could not... because his moms got allergies. SO I agreed to take him and his brother... and so they both
could have each others company.
And to me, his nickname is Bubbie. I called them both that, cuz it means, Buddy and Baby together.
That day, we buried Blackie, me and Terra. She helped me dig the hole... out back by the old milkhouse...
I took his red small blanket he used to sleep on...
and wrapped him gently in it. And laid him down.
Sunny knows, you know.. and we go about our days missing him so much... but there was a reason he came into our lives and a reason he left...
I know the reason... there was no where else for him to go, but to run away free...
he knew it and I knew it but the leaving was the hardest...
But since I have seen him last night, I know he's all right...
I hope to see him again and again.
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Date: April 07, 2017 at 10:16:12
From: pamela, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Thanks all for your responces |
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And just a short ps,
the other day or so, I mentioned about the 11:11 message I got when looking up a website and it showed the black panther with golden eyes, and the 11:11 number. Now this was prior to what happened to Blackie, by just a couple of days, (I posted this on Personal)and wrote then, I thought was a clear message about him and how the panther reminded me of Blackie. It just jumped out to me. Last night looking at my text message to my neighbor with the dogs, asking her to please take her dogs inside, my cat wants to come inside. The time I sent the message to her was...
exactly 11:11.
It still hurts for both me and Sunny- more so I feel the hurt with Sunny for him missing his brother so much. It is hard but we will get through it. Thank you again.
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Date: April 07, 2017 at 17:56:44
From: Listen'n2, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Thanks all for your responces |
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Hi Pamela, it's got to be the un-necessary death of Blackie that is the hardest to take.
The 11:11 phenomenon is interesting. It does seems to mean something special; chosen? special? protected? idk but there does seem to be something going on with that message (11:11)
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Date: April 08, 2017 at 20:29:58
From: Terra11, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Thanks all for your responces 11:11 That's Awesome Master #(NT) |
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Date: April 07, 2017 at 18:24:12
From: pamela, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Thanks all for your responces |
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I know, it just was a special meaning to me when I saw it before he died. Like a heads up before hand is all. Too much coincidence. If you saw the pic I posted before, on personal but before that on dreams, I think for some it means ascension, well, he did that, didn't he? it was together- both the photo of the black panther and the 11:11 on that pic together then when I looked at my text mess to my neighbor the time was 11:11pm the early morn he died. It always senseless... what if I had done something different that day, not letting him out any more at all.... this is the only thing which gives some sort of comfort, maybe after all it was his decision - ? thanks,
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Date: April 08, 2017 at 03:47:22
From: Listen'n2, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Thanks all for your responces |
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"what if I had done something different that day, not letting him out"
don't do that to yourself Pamela (hugs)
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Date: April 08, 2017 at 14:53:34
From: pamela, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: Thanks all for your responces/Lar |
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((hugs)) accepted Lar, thanks..
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Date: April 06, 2017 at 20:01:05
From: chant, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: He gave me the flashing of his golden eyes |
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I was so saddened to read your post. It is not easy to lose our furry
companions yet even more heartbreaking when the end is violent. I believe
there is a special, otherworldly place for our loving, furry pets. I believe
they have beautiful, caring souls & they always love us unconditionally. If
people were the same, the world would be a most beautiful place. You
gave him love, a warm home, food and he will always be around you in his
kitty spirit way.
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Date: April 06, 2017 at 15:55:02
From: snodrop, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: He gave me the flashing of his golden eyes |
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I hope you see him again and again too:) Thank you for
giving us a glimpse of your most personal insight into
the loss of Blackie Jack.
(hugs)
snodrop
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Date: April 06, 2017 at 15:34:35
From: Listen'n2, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: He gave me the flashing of his golden eyes |
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Pamela I feel your hurt
(((hugs)))
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Date: April 06, 2017 at 01:29:03
From: Terra11, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: He gave me the flashing of his golden eyes- you made me cry |
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I Love you Pamela You are Soul SiSTAR !!yes you will see him --He
is family -Thankyou for his blanket it comforts him !!! And you and I
Both know where he IS !!!Love and Enlightenment Terra
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Date: April 05, 2017 at 23:14:21
From: Eve, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: He gave me the flashing of his golden eyes |
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That's beautiful...
...Bubble's soul sings of life forever in the rays of a beautiful golden sun.
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Date: April 05, 2017 at 22:27:08
From: Jody/Concord,CA, [DNS_Address]
Subject: Re: He gave me the flashing of his golden eyes |
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Thank you Pamela, that was a very cathartic and healing tribute to Blackie.
The healing has begun yet the love continues.. Blessings to you & Sunny :)
Love Jody
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